Archive for April, 2005

In a little more than a week

Thursday, April 21st, 2005

What the title says hehe, I’ll be taking a vacation in the island of the Philippines!!! Can’t wait to see everyone’s faces again and finally be able to see the famed beach Boracay! Its been looooooong overdue, but its close I can almost feel the fine sands of Boracary, supposedly the smoothest and whitest among white of the sand beaches of the world. I was really hoping that my vacation would be a more than three weeks, as I really want to visit all the great places that Philippines has to offer, through the Rated K show, they are able to show some of the finest places Philippines has to offer and somehow, someday I hope to see them all. I still dream that one day, I would be able to travel around the world and see all the beautiful places out there, perhaps it’ll come, just when the right time hits.

Hhmm, among other things, I’ve been writing this song for a while now, hopefully I could finish it soon, its been on top of my head so I just decided to write it down. Hopefully once I finish it I could give it to my cousin’s band and they would be able to make a hit out of it haha. 

Now that picture on that side, we are literally the beach boys hahaha, well it Img_0568_6 was fun, I emailed all the pictures to all the people close to my heart, hopefully you guys enjoyed viewing it:-) Loved that day, its great to get away from all the city life and just relax, be with the family and enjoy a nice weather in the beach with the nothing but relaxation in your mind.

Dreams

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

I like my horoscope reading today, says about dreams and how we dream to live. And lately, since I have been sleeping pretty much 70% of the time to recover and get better, dreams is all I have got and have been experiencing all over. Although, there has been one particular dream that has been repeating or has the same theme to it, right now it just escapes my mind at what it was again. But one dream sequence I remember is going to Philippines and going to the beach, and meeting a bunch of new people, nothing strange about it, just kicking back, enjoying each other’s company until the night doominates the day and then I wake up, wonder what happened next?! Perhaps there would be a continuiation later on, but I doubt it, since that is rare and it would only happen when you, or I woke up and instantly sleep again.

But what are dreams really? Are they a form of desire? Past life? A resonance? Inner spirit and mind talking to our feelings? Prophecy? A vision of the future? An answer? Just what is it? There have been explainations to it, best by sigmund Freud, but even he I think don’t really understand what dreams are for, perhaps one day there would be someone that would think hard enough and dream hard enough to know, but for now, I will sleep and dream…

Question for you, what was your favorite and wierdest dream ever?

Been sick to the max

Sunday, April 10th, 2005

Shit, I haven’t been this sick since uuuuuhhhh I dont know, but seriously this one just has bad timing written all over it sigh. But then what can I do, my body has just gave in and its time to re-energize and refresh again. I guess work, touring around, staying up to late(work and watching Pope’s funeral), changing weather, etc has caught up to me and now I’m feeling the effects. Friday was the worst day too, good thing I had enough energy to muster to work that day, called in sick but boss called if I could go to work since we were really short and I swear there were a few moments there when I almost passed out, but I didn’t want to let everyone down and had to contribute a little bit of my own. Fortunately for me, I got through the night and went home safe and sound. Thank you God for protecting me that night, I could have seriously harmed myself, by driving sick but I got through.

The rest of this blog here, would be dedicated to you, Pope John Paul II, you have given us inspiration and you served until the end. Felt like a part of me was lost when you passed away, but that comes with familiarity knowing you have been a part of our lives. But now that you are gone, you left us with a grief and question, who will ever take your place, but then a part of us is happy knowing you will suffer no more pain, you are now in a better place. Its been nice knowing you and I still remember seeing you in person way back in World Youth Day in Philippines, you were so dedicated and had that loving presence about you. For that one day, everyone in the Philippines was united and the theme was for everyone. Wish everyday was like that, perhaps if I wish hard enough it will, but in God’s will, everything will be through His plans…God Bless everyone.